"O lente, lente currite noctis equi!"
I’ve been waiting to write this ever since Grade 8, reading those tacky, but nevertheless heartfelt little paragraphs next to the grads in their gowns =]
Yes, it’s tiiiiiiiiiiiiime!
“Five years dashed by faster than the speed of light. Blink, and we’re poised on the brink of adulthood. This has been an unforgettable journey, but it’s time to say goodbye. Endless love & gratitude to my family & friends. Grads of ‘10, it’s our time to shine.“
因為我…
會痛
也會流淚
更會留恋所失去的一切
會恨
也會跌倒
更會默默爱你到世界末日
只是你看不到听不到
永遠也不會知道罢了
=)
Take pride in what you’ve accomplished throughout the years, because you know that many others put in your place would have fallen without the strength to stand up once more. And yet you’re still going, stronger that before. You don’t need her help. All those years the best she could do was to leave you alone. If she doesn’t want to be part of this family, it’s not your problem and it certainly is not your fault. Don’t let someone who can’t even bother to care for her own daughter bring you down, because you deserve better than that. You love her because she brought you into this world, but you have no further obligations, because she neglected her responsibilities and failed as a mother. You wish her the best, because after high school, chances are you won’t be seeing her anymore. And now……you stand up, dust yourself off, and step into the last five months of high school with your head held high, because you’ve moved beyond the Past. This is Now. This will be the Future soon enough. So you take one last look back at the at the carnage, and walk away knowing that she will never hurt you again.
=)
海平面遠方開始陰霾
悲傷要怎麼平靜純白
我的臉上
始終挾帶
一抹淺淺的無奈
你用唇語說你要離開
那難過無聲慢了下來
洶湧潮水
你聽明白
不是浪而是淚海
毀壞的沙雕如何重來
有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋
只是一切
結束太快
你說你無法釋懷
貝殼裡隱藏什麼期待
我們也已經無心再猜
面向海風
鹹鹹的愛
嘗不出還有未來
轉身離開
分手說不出來
蔚藍的珊瑚海
錯過瞬間蒼白
當初彼此
你我都
不夠成熟坦白
熱情不再
笑容勉強不來
愛深埋珊瑚海
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the brokenhearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me.
Shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be no sorrow, let it be .
I wake up, it’s a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess I’m not the fighting kind
Wouldn’t mind it
If you were by my side
But you’re long gone
Yeah, you’re long gone now
Gr.4
Gr.6
Gr.8
Gr.10
Gr.12
I won’t lie, this will possibly go down as the worst year of my life, but at least it ended on a good note.
January: Work + school…B for the first time on a provincial, ugh.
February: New semester! Chemistry 11 = most hardcore course to this day…with the possible exception of History 12
March: Work + school. It does get pretty repetitive. Something rather mindblowing revealed at the end of the month.
April: Heartbreak.
May: Things not going well with parents…struggling to maintain what little sanity remained
June: Emergency room…end of third job.
July: Summer school. Worst Night of My Life. Turned 17. Most under-the-radar celebration ever.
August: Tested out life as a hermit. Not for me.
September: New school. What an improvement =]
October: Literally sleeping w/textbooks…life slowly returning to normal
November: Parties =D Overall a kickass month
December: Can officially say that everything is back to normal, relatively.
This is the year where I watched my life fall apart faster than the speed of light.
This is the year that I saw Kingdom Come flash before my eyes. Luckily, this wasn’t it.
This is the year that I gave up all hope, then found it again.
This is the year where I rediscovered the ability to cry.
This is the year that I first shed tears over a guy. And hated myself for it.
This is the year that I was finally able to move on from all the turbulence of the past.
This is the year that I left behind the child, and adapted to the adult mindset.
This is the year that against all odds, I stood up and I kept going. And no matter what happened, no matter what will happen, I’m proud of myself =]
This was one heck of a year. But I think I’m ready for you, 2010.
Week 1
Tuesday the 22nd: Pacific Centre w/Eleanor, job-hunting (sort of) w/Annie
Wednesday the 23rd: Cartilage re-piercing w/Tiffany
Thursday the 24th: STUDY!!
Friday the 25th: Family time (Read: Daddy time)
Saturday the 26th: Metro w/Annie
Sunday the 27th: Temple
Week 2
Monday the 28th: Skating + movie w/JNBers =]
Tuesday the 29th: Interview…and study some more
Wednesday the 30th: Sleepover w/Rita XD
Thursday the 31st: Party (And no, not a chance that it’ll be dry ;D)
Friday the 1st: First day of ‘10…spending w/textbooks )=
Saturday the 2nd: Tutor, hw, etc. . .fun
Sunday the 3rd: Temple again
Monday the 4th: Madness commences once more. Ugh.
Pretty kickass way to spend my last high school winter vacation, no?
1. Study harder
2. Find steady job before April
3. Get L
4. Practice guitar every week
5. Move out
6. Travel to at least 3 places
7. UBC + SFU
8. Exercise regularly
9. Find love
10. Party haaaaaard ;]
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